Wednesday, 9 April 2014


Kecewa mai ku malam tok.. Tnyata ea enda pcaya k jako ku agi.. Bkeni ku ka madah k nuan nti ku amai sakit?ku pedis perut laban pagi tadi ku bendar mai makai pulut sambal..pedassss amai2 sampai ku enda tat. Dahny nuan madah ku sengaja ngai btemu ngau nuan. Ku madah cgk da alasan ku ka ngambi kakak ke airport cg amai..tapi meda apak ka ngambi ea ku enda nyadi ngambi lah.. Nuan madah ku sengaja ngai dinner ngau family nuan. Sayang ku bc sebab ngagak tok semua. Tua cg nemu tua enda ulih begulai dudi ari ila sayang. Nuan enda ulih nguai aku pan sama. Cg ari suba ku ka nyauh kdiri ari nuan tapi ku enda sanggup serta bedau sedia laban ku ckp sayau k nuan. U know my everything. Sayang :') ku bc meli jam k nuan ah.. Harap nuan happy nerima ny ila tajapn ukai mar tp ny ku beri ngau ati t ikhlas sayang. Sory aok t ku medis ati nuan belama laban ku cg nemu dudi ari ila tua cg enda ulh begulai pan.. Ku sayau k nuan..

Sunday, 6 April 2014


Malam tok sunyi mai asai ati ku :') belaya jeja meh kmi duai ea. Mya manah mood bka nama muji aku tok nyak la. Tapi maya belaya alu aky padah ea nyelaie, jampat ringat. Sabar ajak la ku laban ku sayau ke ea :')

Sunday, 20 October 2013

My Life Just Began

As we know, each of us someday will find someone who trully can accept us for who we are. No matter how hard your situation someone is willing to give their hands to pick you up. They will lend us their shoulder to cry, time to spend with, and laugh to cheer us up ;) Some people might not understand why they meet some people in their life. Well, life is like a circle on how we treat them we get it back in the same way though!

     So, here is my story. I met so many people in my life. Whether they are my real friends or just came to make a mess like a bitch. My friends likely come and go every time they want and some of them just took me for granted. I might not rich with gold and money but I can help people in my own way to solve their problem. I will give them my own opinion on how we should solve the problem in a better way. I love being nice to everyone but why everyone likes to make me feel low and down? I just don't understand that.

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

We Meet Again

Only God knows how's I feel :D Actually I quit my job as gym operator in the end of January 2013. As a gym operator I met so many people with different body shape and look.. So, here is the thing. I met this guy who claimed himself as Elvira Chua. Every time I asked him to write down his name, he will use Elvira Chua *it's a girl name*  That guy is kinda cute, baby face and seriously handsome. So I put him on my crush list :)
    On 11th May 2013, I decided to continue my part time job as waitress at ParkCity Everly Hotel Miri and what surprising me most is I met my crush. Damn! HAHAHA! He keep staring at me. I was busy with clearing the plate on the tables suddenly he came to me talk to me.. In my heart I was like *I don't know how to explain* damn he's so cute >_<' but something ain't right when Boboy tell him that I admired him. I just can't say a thing and feel ashamed with myself!
     So the next day I thought he's not coming but I saw him standing in front of the front office and he keep staring at me with his most cute smile! I'm melting~ His eyes following my movement.. Audrey told me that his eyes keep starring at me!!! :3 Damn! FYI dear crush, I still kept your towel.

p/s Just my crush..hahaha

Wednesday, 1 May 2013

My Shape

I hope this is me :O this is awesome and cool!! Well, I just started my diet few days ago. Some say I can be more beautiful if I had this kind of body. Perhaps I could do it well and show to the world nothing is impossible :D HAHAHA I still remember what my ex told me about my shape and that awkward moment was taught me to be more sensitive about my shape and diet.. Just discipline they said. Just wish me luck yahh!! Hehehe

#and also I want my boobs shaping well afterward. Just have some more patience in me and be more confident though..

New Looks

At last! I can design this blog into her new looks :D well, I had nothing much to say actually but today on 1st May 2013 my blog officially was updated by me.. Fuuhhhh, I thought I wouldn't had any idea to make it more beautiful.. HAHAHAHA..
p/s to be continued and more post to come :) just wait!

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

I'm Back

I'm goneeeeee for a very long time but now I'm back. I have so many things to share with you in this blog but I don't know how to begin and where to start. Let's start with my personal 'love story'

Well, since I've turned to single without having any relationship with other guys out there, most of guys out there could be bothersome to me. Hmmm~ Still my ex Mr.Dexter asking for my returns, what should I do then? He's just my past that sometimes annoyed me and makes me angry with people around me without any reason -___- but thanks to my friend Carolyne who always be next to me when she is needed coz she is the only person who understand me enough.

Next is I met this guy during JPJ Test on 6th March 2013. He has a good looking that probably makes we(girl) fall in love/flirt with him. I keep thinking about him, before gone to bed yet woke up in the morning his name still the first thing that popped-up in my head. He always calling me whenever he got his free time after work. Listening to his voice was my favorite part. We met during our free time and chat like we already being a couple but we're not. He's so attractive and adorable, he know how to make other people laugh and I was enamored by his beauty! *melting*

Other than that, I started to believe the existence of love through my sister's friends. He's a kind person who always care for me. Yes we became a couple but it's already over. I choose to leave whereas he's still waiting for me to come back. I told him that I wasn't that good person and try to get rid of him. He is too good to me so I'm barely to make a move :'( He is that Mr. Right that I was waiting for so long but he came at the wrong time.

Recently, I go out for a date with someone who only take someone for granted. FYI he is my friend's(Jane) scandal. They both just dating for fun and always fight for nothing. Well, Mel already knew that Jane had a boyfriend but still he wanted to be one of her part. One day I got a call from unknown number, at first I wasn't pick up the phone because my phone is still inside my bag. He keep on trying to reach out for me and at last we had a few talks before he confess something that was totally stupid. He likes me! -__- now he want to find a way to tackle me and throw the other girl to the other side. HAHAHA! He is a stupid guy I ever met in my life. Ready to take a risk though it might hurt himself!

Hmmm. Everything happened for a reason, we only need to find a way to know why it is happened. *yawn*
Goodnight blogie!