Tuesday, 22 January 2013


Sigh~ I dreamt of you last night Dexter :') Lately I've been thinking of you but seems like all of it useless. I don't know why I still wasting my time to think about you, to have you back. But last night really surprised me when I think back.. You asked to to come back, you tell me everything about what and why you want to come back to me :') You said that you really regret on what was happened and want me back, you told me everything about what you feel and you desperately needs me.
      Wish it come true dear. I do love you so much more even you're so far away. Even you're bring this relationship down but seriously I'm still loving you. Perhaps someday I can show you how much I love you all this time. I had tried to live this life without you and sometimes I can cry because of you. I love you dear one :')

Monday, 21 January 2013

Annyeong :(

Aigooo :'( so suddenly the thing that I hate pretty much disturbing n messing my mind. I seriously can't give you any chance to love me like all of my ex's did before. Think twice before you totally regret it. Sooner or later you might get hurt. It's not because I can't love anybody else but I'm not ready to give any serious commitment in any relationship. I hope you understand. Before you get hurt its better for you to step backward and stop on hoping.
     I thought everything will be fine but seems like I can't help it huh~ perhaps someday you guys out there dont give to much hope on someone who really refuse to take you as their partner ;)

Thursday, 3 January 2013

Suddenly I felt something ain't right here. I don't know what but it's totally freak me out and I can't believe that my tears already falling. NOW. Ohh,,can I just cry without any reason?come on la I'm not strong enough to face any dissapointment just now. CRY CRY CRY :'( CRY CRY CRY CRY!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, 2 January 2013

New Year New Journey

Happy New Year 2013 blogie :D hmmm.. Perhaps I can begin new life and forget the past.. Dear God please hear my prayer. Amen. Ohhh!! Nothing much to say la.. -_____-' hahaha..
#to be continued